I was at a loss as to what to write on my blog...
Before that, I would visit the blog only to leave again...
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When it comes to others,
I am always faced with limited choices—
Not merely limited choices,
But a situation that feels wretched: revealing my neediness...
It is not as if I have discovered who truly cares for me,
Nor am I seeking something the other party actually desires.
I saw that need—that impulse to try and slip into the lives of strangers
in the virtual world—people who are already content with their real-life friends;
all just to signal that I have no friends of my own
It is a wretched feeling—the kind that makes you
long to return to someone who truly knows who you are...
And someone who truly loves you... even though it’s a very silly phrase....
But now, I'm breaking free
Solitude has never made more sense than it does now
The social world exhausts me greatly
so I live inside my shell
&
I really don't want to see anyone offering me friendship or getting into a long conversation
End of this topic
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